How do I even get back into this blogging thing? Time is so limited!
I started this round at 168 pounds, got up to 178 (ugh) after gorging, and today I weighed in at 170.6. All my bloat weight is almost gone… Thank God! But my lowest was 161… So I still have a bit to go to be where I was 2 months ago.
I would love to be in the mid to low 150’s by the end of this round. FOCCCCCCCCCUS!
So far… Going back to eating 500 calories a day has been semi-easy… However I’m still only on day 3… So we’ll see. My boyfriend doesn’t “get” my diet and keeps asking me to eat this and that… Not quite understanding why I can have certain things, and not others. Oh well, it’s not his job to know… It’s only my job to be strong and stay focused.
So… Yeah. I’m about to start again. Last round I only lost 12 pounds, and I know why. I didn’t do too well maintaining this round. Kinda lost focus…and gained all but 5 pounds of that back. Started round 4 at 173…and am starting round 5 at 168.
I gorged for the past 2 (well 3 kinda) days and gained 10 pounds!!!! Holy MOLY!!!! So after the gorge I’m back up to 178!!!! I know that will come right off in the first couple days… But I hate seeing that number again…. Gah!
I want to lose as much as I can this round…. And can’t let anything get in my way. Stay focused Amber. Keep your eyes on the prize. I am dedicating myself to the typical 21 day VLCD round but once again… If I feel like adding time onto the end… I will.